seriously.... I've dropped out untill my homeschool stuff comes in. I have till JUNE to finish months of work and take the state standardized test. Oh yeah and ing no one talks to me anymore makes me pissed off. My family hardly talks to me. I showed my aunt a picture of Taemin and Ren and he stared at me because she thought they were girls and thought I was into girls...... Im not saying I hate homouals.... I mean I ing write om here. Buy when people point at me and say I am what I'm not.... I'll become a raving . And Racism also plays into this as well..... They've suggested I find someone here... Like the kid who I've been threatening to leave me alone since 3rd grade ( he has a weird sense of humor and is a southern ) ...... No, I ing love Asians.... My selfish family wants me to stay here and marry the southern .... I've. Signed up for mandarin in public school.... I've taught myself Korean,, even taught myself to cook Chinese and Asian food for myself. I can literally call out the ingredients and instructions to mochi by heart. I'm not staying here, after school Maknae will go to Korea probably.... Maybe Japan I haven't decided....and I'm planing to apply to Eunwa (?) University in Korea when I get to senior year.... I'm miserable here... Like my uncle was, he moved to the city and he loves it....... I just want to leave so bad.......