I'm like crying right now because of a certain Tumblr blogger who loves Taemin. And when I say "love", I mean the one who wants Taemin to be happy even if he doesn't even know she exists. The kind of love that can move mountains, to the point that she will give up her sleeping hours if she could just so Taemin can have some rest, to the point that she writes a letter to the future Mrs. Lee Taemin whoever she maybe, that she begs her to not hurt Taemin and never to make him cry, that she's the luckiest person alive to have Taemin as a husband, and that she has to love him with all his heart forever.

I wish I had that kind of love, too. Not necessarily with a certain celebrity, but just someone I'm willing to die for. But if ever I am to fall deeply in love with a celebrity, I'd do anything for him, too, even if he didn't even meet me yet. I will continuously reach for him, even if it's like reaching a very distant star.

I envy that certain blogger, for she is skilled enough to even put her feelings into words. I cry every time I read her posts, knowing that she really loves Taemin. I wanted her to be able to meet Taemin one day, even if I'm a Taemint myself. I admire her so much, even if she doesn't even know me. She's a Filipina, too, and surprisingly, our schools are just near. I wanted to meet her and just talk to her about random things, knowing how it feels to be left out by your friends because of liking and falling head-over-heels for an impossible-to-reach person. Yes, it hurts a lot, but whenever I remember her, I feel a lot better, being encouraged that it's okay to be in love, whoever he may be.

To Liezl aka. Taemscribbles, I know it's nearly impossible for you to see this, but know that I admire you so much. You pierce through my heart with your words, and I hope I can talk to you one day. I'm a writer myself, but not as good as your are. You may have met me on a DSPC event, but Idk, maybe you haven't, since I'm a cartoonist, too. Heh. So I guess that's it. I'm being too emotional right now, since I just finished reading your letters to Taemin. I hope you get to see him one day.. I really do. Thanks for inspiring me. Lots of luv, Julienne.

PS. I'm Staewithme's sister, SHINee-In-Engrish. She led me to your blog. Keke.