I’m not an SJ fan from the start, have only been following them for about 2 years; but these boys have already played a very important role in my life. Especially the two Maknaes. I have never, and will never love anyone like I love them two, that’s for sure. I may have talked a lot about how RyeoWook changed my opinion on Idols, and thus he somehow changes my life, but Kyu’s influence on me has almost never been mentioned. Today, after watching Strong Heart, I’ve decided to write this down; because just now I realize how much I love this boy.

"Actually, I am hesitating on whether to talk about it, it is the first time talking about this incident on TV. It happened 3 years ago, that day Shindong and I went to KTR Kiss The Radio as guests, and on the way back to the dorm after broadcast ended, I closed my eyes and was listening to the music.

Suddenly, there was a huge noise, and the car was spinning. The noise continues and the car spun for several time, and I fainted. When I opened my eyes, I realized I was lying on the road. When I regained conscious, I realized the car has turned off to afar, and I then realized we were in a car accident. That point of time, I was thinking I have to sit up, but suddenly there was a flash of whiteness in front of my eyes. Everything in the past flashing past just like old tapes. From the first time entering school during primary school period, to going on holiday with parents, first time singing on stage, and thought, Ahh..this is how a person dies. That time Eunhyuk ran over and held my hands tightly, because I was crying, praying to be alive. Eunhyuk was holding my hands, praying along with me. After being unconscious for 4 days, waking up, I realized I was in the hospital."

Leeteuk:
The car spun twice then overturned. That point of time I thought, this time round i would surely die, then I fainted. I has 150 stitches then. When I opened my eyes, I realized I can only see from one eye (because my face was covered with blood). Was really tired at that point of time, and my face was covered with blood, so the ambulance rushed over to my side first. But, actually Kyuhyun was lying at one corner, with his 6 broken ribs.

Kyuhyun:
That time, the broken ribs were piercing my lungs. The doctor told my parents and the people from the company: “This kid is going to die soon. The operation has to start from the throat. Even with the operation, there is only 20% of success”.

But my dad said, “This kid has to sing, he is a singer, has his own dreams. If you start the operation from the throat, doesn’t it equals to robbing him of his one last hope? Even if he can survive, how can he continue to live?”

The doctor said: “Are you crazy? This kid is dying, is singing so important? Has to have the operation no matter what”, and both parties kept arguing. Then there was this doctor, just like the Chinese doctor HuaTuo, I can still remember the name, Professor Wang Yong Bi. He said “I will use another method to operate on him, and he will continue to sing”. Therefore I did not need to operate on the throat, and used the other method.

When I heard of this, I cried so much, because my dad was always against my dream to be a singer. He keep saying “How can an educator’s son be a singer?”. My father who was always against my dream to be a singer, when I was unconscious, he protected my dreams for me, so I cried very badly.

Kang Hodong: How long did you take to get back to the stage?

Kyuhyun:
I got back onto the stage 5 months later. When I got back onto the stage, until the song ends, no matter if they are SJ’s fans or not, as long as they see me appear, they cheered loudly for me. I felt very touched then, and felt that I was living a second life. Being able to sing the song that I liked the most, being able to continue the activities with the members, being able to see the fans, being able to walk, being able to eat, I will always be really grateful to all these. Therefore, I am really thankful to my father who protected my dreams, and Eunhyuk who ran towards me the first moment and held on my hands and prayed with me.''

I love you, KyuHyun. We all love you. Stay healthy, our evil Maknae with the voice of an angel, Kyu Hyunnie~~~
SMILE ALWAYS >___< YOU’RE ADORABLE!