Yesterday was such ing hell to me OMFG. AsianFanFics was out and crashed, and the fic that I was reading was locked.

ING locked, because es like plagiarizers and readers who only cared about scenes annoyed the hell out of the talented genius that is zaboomafoo76, author of "Silly Little Games" and "The Next Best Thing" at livejournal. I've only read 35 chapters of the current 68 chapters of TNBT and I tell you, dear person who is reading this:

I TELL YOU.

IT IS THE WORST CHAPTER TO BE CUT OFF OF.

Because that's where it all goes down. Sungmin finally gets advice and a push from his ex-boyfriend and graduating hyungs and he is ready and all to see if he can take it to the next level with Kyuhyun. That story is so beuatiful, guys. And everyone who has read it before the author locked it is so lucky to have experienced at least those 60+ chapters of amazingness.

I'd be lying if I say I don't want her to return and keep updating, but I know I must respect her decisions. Life is giving ehr a hard time and it's unbelievable what her readers would do, annoying her like that and having the guts to copy it, while she has to handle all the other stresses that she's experiencing in real life.

-sigh- I just want to at least ead all 68 chapters. I've been reading that story for days, even sneaking during downtime in class, and it's just so odd to not be able to read it anymore. Not even having that feeling of anticipating updates every Sunday and Thursday, which is admiring, by the way, because I can never do that. 

...I don't know any other way to end this. I was just so frustrated not being able to read fics for an entire day, pathetic as that may sound.

I... i should just go and tumble right now.... tumblr tumblr tumblrrrrr.