really..

nobody knows what the future brings

people always say that one must live in the present

but don't you ever sometimes think what your future looks like?

It always pops out of my head...

I know its not good to dwell on this, but really, i can't help but wonder

will my dreams be come into fruition?

who are those people that would remain in my side? and who will leave?

will I ever find someone who will make me think of settling down?

will I ever do something that would make my parent's hard work worth it?

or they'll just be disappointed?

really..

It scares me...the future, that is...