*sniff sniff* right when I gave up on him, I start seeing him....alot more than usual TT^TT. but...why?. I like this guy alot..like ALOT (for like almost a year now? o.o). but like...ughhh..he shows up now?!..goodness..v__v...and right when I start giving up or i mean stop liking him!! can you believe that?! D:< this little fugga~!

now im getting some inspiration to write a story to let it all out  -__- grr! im angry and happy and sad all at the same time!! >_< 

(i had to write it on here because I had no diary to put it in, I dont think ill ever post these again. i just needed to let it out xD)