Maybe it may be puberty... I hope it is.... I've been feeling so lonely lately.....

I really don't care if nobody sees this.....

I really don't care if it's not popular....

But I feel so lonely....

I get hurt easily and maybe that's why I've been pushing people away from me...

Maybe that's why I have no friends...

Maybe that's why I have thought I wish I could die so many times...

Maybe that's why I cried so much when nobody can hear nor see me...

I'm putting this on my blog hoping that somebody will be kind enough to just say hi..

I wanna die right now....

There it goes again....

Maybe habit....?

I'm so lonely...

It's so cold...

I feel like it's freezing me, chocking me, killing me right in the heart....

One person is enough....

I cry so much but nobody ever hears me...

Am I that hateful?

Am I that horrible?

Should I just disappear?

You know, Naruto was a troublemaker that always caused trouble in the village....

But then that one teacher saw right through that he was making trouble because he wanted attention.....

Now the people know his name and who he is.....

But reality is so different....

It's painful than walking on the ground full of broken glass......

I'm sorry if it's depressing....

But I really hope to change that.....

Being lonely is falling down an abyss and slowly fading away when later people didn't even know you existed....

You know, I miss school one day and the next day I came back....

Not even the teachers didn't know I was absent....

Invisible

Dark

Cold

Alone

I sometimes can't breathe....

Help.....