My friend Richard died on Monday, I feel a hole on my heart and everytime I think of him, tears would come out. I can't help but wonder if I was nice enough, if I could have done something better. I hope you're well and that you know that even if I didn't say it like I should have, you were someone really important for me and I'm gonna miss your dorkyness and your lame jokes. His mom must be suffering a lot, I wish I could do something but for now all I can do us pray and remember him fondly.