Kevin, why am I scared to lose you when I never even had you? ='(
Seriously, I wanna gave up on him...
I wanna forget about him...
The fantalk he had, the one he replied to Elly (I know it's her name) and ask her to say hi to Emma...
I've stalked it...
Elly is the sister of Emma and Emma is the friend of Thea (the one he dated in StarDate)
If he dated Thea, why he didn't say Hi to her? why with Emma?
Is he having feelings for Emma???
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If I'll forget him, i don't wanna love someone anymore. My heart already belonged to him and I never can take it back anymore.
Seriously, it killed me...
I'm shattered.
Notes of My Broken Heart:
His First Kiss was taken
His First Date was taken
and now... it's that Emma...
do you know how painful is it? I know I might not be the only one who noticed it...
should I continue loving him? or should I just give up?
those first 2 reasons made me cry for weeks...
and now, the 3rd reason, I know... it'll take me weeks to cry for it again...
I don't know why am I experiencing this...
I wanna GIVE UP
I wanna Forget Him
I wanna Forget Kevin
is this life so hard?
I know in the near future, I will suffer more...
last time, after his first kiss, I turned back to him...
I liked Song Seunghyun (F.T Island) that time just to forget him...
but it didn't worked.
when he dated... I also turned back to him...
I liked Chunji (Teen Top) to forget him again...
but it didn't worked either...
I don't know how to forget him...
maybe I should stop seeing his pictures, be on twitter or stay away from the laptop...
Just now, I don't know what to do...
still crying here like an idiot ='(
continue loving him or forget him?
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