ohmygod. im still spazzing. no it was not something dirty (which i highly regret *sigh*). i was a fan running and shouting to take a picture with him at an event. no one around us came up to him! (i should probably realize by now that it is a dream eh?) he put his face next to mine and pouts while i put my iphone on place. (i should have kissed him! wae brain wae??!?). i was obviously trembling. and he also pulled out his iphone and we took several pictures together (because my trembling hands were not helping me). the 2nd pic came out so-so, i said oh, im sorry baby can we take one more please? (omg what was i thinking? BABY?? *facepalm*) and only after the third picture i realize that its a dream.. his reaction to me were all smiles and ‘oh’, ‘okay’, laughs and gestures. oh god oh my god. so vivid. my brain is trolling. i can still remember his smile and SMELL. oh god please help me…. T.T he’s wrecking my bias list. i cant even…………. WAE? but that is probably the closest one i could get to a SuJu member. T.T oh im forever delusional. i should thank my brain instead of bashing it right?