There's a friend of mine well he's a year older than me 

I know him since i was like 14 so it has been 4 years now

when i'm 16 , i have a huge crush on him but i never told him that because he told me like i'm his BFF or whatever

since his huge broke up moment with SHE WHO WILL NOT BE NAMED last 2 years , i was the one who comforted him

Forget about the boys who confessed to me ! *if you read my previous blog you'll know

we went crazy together

we stalk people

we do everything that we like together

lately he always called be names like ' babe . dear , honey , etc etc '

at first i was like nahh it's just his crazy self again

but until now , he's not his usual self

he creeps me a lot ! dude since i was 16 i have feelings for him until now ! i don't want it to be one sided love !

i know him better ! but i never known this side of him . i'm afraid that he just playing with me like we always did

that's okay :'')

it's fine with me

that's what BESTFRIENDFOREVER would do right ?

making him/her happy and laugh :'')

no worries ! i can endure it !

i'm a strong girl right ?

goshh this tears keeps on falling down !! :'''((