Can someone please tell me that I did well?

I am at the point of my life where I don't feel sad but I don't feel happy as well. I've always been that friend who supports and listens. I am that emotionally available friend, a friend you can rant to. But when I am with my friends I don't feel like I can do the same thing.

I am at the point of my life where I fear everyboday will leave me when they want to. I have reliable friends, but I feel like I cannot open up my personal problems to them since they have way more bigger problems in life.

But to be honest, sometimes I just want to have someone or a friend who can comfort me when I'm feeling down. A friend who would listen to me without judgements. A friend who will pat my back and say "You did well" or "You're doing great".

Although I love my peace and being alone. I just hope I have someone or a friend that I can lean to. I want to have that emotionally available friend. Someone who will give advise when I needed it. I am so tired. And I don't have anybody to ran to. 

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skylla321 #1
Merry Christmas! You are doing well because you are blessed to have friends like us.
ughjihae #2
You’re doing well 🫶 Your best is enough and more. It’s not easy to carry the weight of everyone’s problems and im proud of you that you are able to be this strong. You can always dm or inbox me here, we can be pen pals 🥹🙏 Whenever you’re feeling down, remember that this too shall pass. Like clouds in the sky, we have to wait it out. Then only can we feel the warmth of the sun. Your friends and family care about you more than you think and your problems matter just as much as theirs. Try to reach out to them!

Again, don’t lose hope of what’s to come. I hope people and opportunities find you well 👌
sono_allegro #3
You are doing great!
You are doing your very best!
In this generation, we live, we find people looking for warmth, happiness and encouragement and we totally ignore that the one listening to us is a human with emotions too!

This, what you're feeling, is a gray phase of life, which happens to me eventually, yearly or monthly.

I can feel you and I am here for you!
An anonymous, I may be, but I am here for you.
You can run to me.
Don't lose hope, everything's part of life.
Don't let the dark swallow you, be part of the sunshine...
You might feel numb, but it's just one spark that will alight you again.

Once again, you did, are doing, will do great!
Lots of love and hugs,
<3
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