The Recent Incident + My Hiatus

Hello. This is Misu. I know you were waiting for an update for Finish Line, but... here I am... with nothing to present. I'm really sorry, but I couldn't make it. Yes, the chapter was ready, though the proofreading and editing? No I couldn't. 

And I think the reason is obvious. I stan three boy groups: 1. EXO 2. Astro 3. Shinee.

And... on April 19, 2023, we lost Moon Bin, my bias wrecker. 💔

It's not my first time experiencing this, first was Junghyun, he was my bias in Shinee and the second one was Sulli. Though I don't know why it hurts like the first time. Or... even more, because thinking about joyous SuA who loved her oppa as if her life depended on his, breaks my heart into a million pieces. 

It's hard for me to endure it. It will take time for me to pull myself together. It hurts really bad, so as a conclusion, I won't be updating for awhile to take a short break. I want to be away from media because wherever I go, I see content related to Bin. 

Talking about social media, I must say... some people really showed that they are not humans. I don't even want my enemy to go through this, but they are making fun of this tragedy and choosing the next victim shamelessly. I saw people naming Jimin (BTS), Hyunjin (Stray Kids) and our Chanyeolie (EXO). 

Yah! You animals! No... I'm sorry, animals have emotions. You disgusting nameless creatures! They have families! They are humans before being a celebrity! They are a child, a sibling, a friend, a boy/girlfriend! Don't you understand? Are you that brainless? Do you want this to happen to your family members? Don't be stupid and use that brain of yours once! Just imagine being in their shoes! How will you feel? Doesn't it hurt to see people wishing your death?! If you can't imagine, or your imagination isn't strong, I'll help you! I hope this happens to you, or your family or friend! How was it? Did it hurt? Are you mad? If yes, then shut it!

In 2017, I read a tweet. I can relate to it, again unfortunately. That person said:

If your idol decided to go solo, play in a drama, date someone, get married, or leave the group, just support them. At least your idol is alive, mine's not. 🙂💔


At the end, I got to say...

Stay Strong, Aroha.
Stay Strong, Astro.
Stay Strong, SuA. 

We love you, Bin... Rest In Peace.

P.S. I never wish death for anyone. That was just for people who lack the skills of imagination. Sorry. *bows*

 

Bye everyone, stay healthy while I'm away. Thank you for supporting me. I'll be back as soon as I'm healed. 

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PuffTedEBear
#1
I am just reading this and it still feels surreal that he is gone.
You are right about the senseless verbal attacks posted by the cretons spewing their hatred. They hide behind their keyboard and laugh at our tears. No heart...no soul.
I hope that MB. is resting in peace and his family can find solace in the love that his fans have for him and always will.
Priya071651
#2
Totally can feel you , I didn't get over Jonghyun's death till yet ... Almost every news like attempting suicide remind me of him 💔
Just stay strong and smile even though it's breaking.
Teneky
#3
Stay strong, Misu! 💗🌹
flowersbaek
#4
Stay strong, Misu!

Also, Rest in love, Moonbin.
Sey-ra
#5
Stay strong and comeback healthy.
Meeshma
#6
Stay strong dear...
OdetteSwan
#7
It is really so so sad when someone feels that there is nothing to live for that he takes his own life. And it hurts that no one was close enough to prevent it. Praying that there won't be another one. May he truly rest in peace.
PuffTedEBear
#8
I was stunned when I read the news of Moonbin. To think that his beautiful, bright smile was hiding so much pain hurts. I wish and hope that his family, friends, group members and fans will be able to find strength to get through this sad, sad time. And for Moonbin, I hope that he has found peace now.

As for the shameless, faceless "people" on the internet spewing their thoughts that are bring pain to so many right now, someday they will be in a situation where they have to face reality and it will not be pretty. They will not be able to hide behind a screen and say their hurtful words but to know that real life will not be kind to them.

Please take the time away that you need. Remember him as want. Cry for him and his family and all that loved him. Speak to the evening sky and find his star to let him know what he meant to you. When you are ready, come back to your friends here and share in our love for you as our friend. Please take care till then.
Strawberry_Moon
#9
I'm really heartbroken 😭💔
I really couldn't believe it at first 😔
I really hope you will be okay, please take your time and stay healthy ❤️
BaekhyunnieBun94
#10
It is very sad! Jonghyun’s death really hurt me 😢 I didn’t know Moonbin but anybody’s death is tragic and sad. I am very sorry for the loss of your idol. Take as much time as you need and if you need to talk my pm is always open.
Snowflake01
#11
Oh... that's sad. I hope you get well soon. I wasn't a fan, but I know it hurts a lot.
And yeah... you might not like someone, but inhumanity is something else. 😭🖤
Stay healthy as well. fighting!