Ugh. I cried this morning.

I FAILED DURING THE CEREMONY!! The rifle almost fell since it slipped from my hand. And I felt daggers being thrown at me that time.

After the ceremony, they asked us to go back to our room and there, I began to cry. My co-cadets started asking me what happened. I simply answered "Sorry."

Ugh. It's really frustrating. I practiced hard, but I still failed.

The worst moment was when an officer saw me crying. That's really embarrassing. But he just said,

"Samonte! (My surname.:p) Okay lang yan! Wag kang umiyak!"

Translation:

"Samonte! It's okay, don't cry!"

Frustrated. Embarrassed. Those are what I feel right now.:((