Ok, so I know not many people read my blogs on here and that's fine, i just wanted to let you guys who do read them know that everything is ok. I am, at best, inconsistent with my updates and writing in general and I appreciate everyone being patient with me. I don't have a particularly hectic life and i'm not always busy but sometimes I just lack the motivation to do..well anything. Some days I feel motivated to update stories and get right to the stage where I open the half finished chapter..then I lose the feeling and close it again. Some days I really try to will myself to write and I never even get to open this site before my brain abandons all hope. 

There will be updates in the future, some within the month, some throughout the year, but I will say one thing that I know you are probably sick of hearing and that is: THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH MY STORIES, THANK YOU FOR SUBSCRIBING AND FOLLOWING AND LIKING AND TAKING THE TIME TO COMMENT AND UPVOTING. There are a million other writers that you could be giving this attention to but you decided to give it to me and I am forever grateful.

On a personal level, here are some updates about me that have (maybe) affected my updates:

- I fell even further into my self pity hole and am slowly clawing my way out...slowly

- I have been ill for the first time in forever and have a sneaky feeling I haven't escaped Covid

- I fell in love...for the very first time in my life..I've never loved someone the way I love this woman and honestly, i've been wrapped in a little coccoon of happiness that I never want to leave, like a sleeping bag of warmth.

If you've made it to this point, congratulations..you've sacrificed/wasted about 5 minutes of your life you will never get back X'D

But also, I thank you too because you took the time to read until the end and that in itself is a small act of kindness :)