I'm still alive

Hi! It's been a while. Yeah, I know. My fics (The Gift and The Realest Thing) are on hiatus now. Honestly, I'm not inspired to write those stories these past few months. Even though I have drafts for my updates, I just can't. With the current situation now of BIGBANG (TOP left YGE, and they are all busy with their own lives), and TREASURE (I know they are not on my fics, but they were the ones who made me hold on to KPOP since I knew them in 2022 but Mashiho and Yedam's hiatus and them leaving TREASURE affected me so much), I found my solace in Thai BL. Yes, I'm into Thai BL now. Not much, but more like in KinnPorsche The Series. With that, I just want to inform you that I will use my stories, 'A Love She Deserves' and 'Until I See You Again', revise them and make them BL ones. Sound weird? That's fine. It's a massive challenge for me since it's a BIGBANG-inspired story, and how will I make it into BL. I have already revised 3 chapters of ALSD into BL, and it's going well so far. If you wonder where I will post it, it will be on Wattpad and  AO3, but I'm using my BL account. So if you happened to be a BL fan and saw the same plot as mine under the username 'shailikesbl', that's me. I'm still hoping I'll find the will to write my KPOP stories again. Even in Crowdfund in AFF and Ko-Fi, no one could help me. Listening to KPOP is even hard for me lately because I cry even I just listen to Bang Bang Bang or Jikjin. Anyways, I can't promise anything now for my pending stories, but I hope you're still here once I find my way back to writing KPOP fanfic again. Thank you, and stay safe. -shaicology

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corea18
#1
Welcome back
sparkled
#2
with all the things that happened to BB and YGE in general, i lost the interest it kpop. certain group made come back to it but i refuse to listen to any BB/21 song as it still brings pain. i hope you're doing good, Shai. Stay safe!
PuffTedEBear
#3
Take care 😌
corea18
#4
Stay safe