Since the pandemic, i am so scared of time. Why? Because i'm jobless, got cut off from my first job after graduate on march 2020 and now i'm still haven't get a job. Jobless for almost 2 years and i'm getting older. Scared no one will accept me or hire me. I applied in many companies since back then and no one really call me for interview and all. I'm getting old this January and without a job and i'm really scrared to be a failure in my life. With no much experience, how company will hire me? My gpa is good yes but for what good gpa with low experience? If company only looking for people with experience, how can someone like me will get a chance? How i can improve if no one give me a chance. Then who should i blame? God knows i already applied for hundres jobs already and still none. I need money to make a living for me and my family. I'm so sad and tired and scared at my own life. I don't know what to do if i can't get a job soon. I'm so jealous of my friends and people i know who have a stable job. How can i be like them? I'm really so... unmotivated to continue my life.. i'm so scared about my future.. really scared..