today

i dont have anywhere else to post nor friends so, 

i feel like im on a hold, everything has stopped,

im just here, im 21, how dare u making me feel old?

i had to quit uni, im joblessand and theres really difficult days at home 

theres so many things that i want to do, but i feel hand tied, i feel like im chained 

so that there's nothing i can do, beacuse everything seems pointless

ive been into a journey of becoming more positive, and i feel  relief, i dont feel like i want to give up anymore. but if i feel like so then it means ill write another story about w.

i just dont know where to start, where to stop

am i good enough? is it gonna work? i dont know nobody, whos gonna listen to me?

am i that talented? 

what i write is it good or bad? should i be ashamed? 
then why is nobody listening to me
am i too old to lose my time like this?

i wanna sing

maybe i set unreall goals, the bar way too high for myself 

so now?

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203693 #1
You’re definitely not old! It’s never too late to do anything you want to do. You can still be successful In life even if you don’t go to college as long as you push through. And right now, things might seem pointless but everything you do now will be all worth it in the end.

I think that we often overthink things, but sometimes It is best to just dive straight in and just find liberty in everything you do- And simply just enjoy the process. And trust me, you’ll never know how far you will get and what you will learn if you don’t start. It doesn’t matter where you start or how talented (honestly talent won’t get you anywhere but consistency), but as long as you begin somewhere then that’s half the battle.
sleepingprince #2
Life is a journey . It's about self discovery as you grow . Sometimes it can be tough , other day it can be challenging , and some day it can be good . No matter what day you're facing , as long as you don't give up , you'l be able to change it for the better .

Believe in yourself , believe more in your dreams . Follow your heart . I hope that things will get better for you soon .
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