Yesterday, 11th of August 2021, I read this fantastic creation of John Green named 'Turtles All the Way Down'. If you have seen the cover, you will see a spiral behind the letters, I initially thought that it represents Aza's thought spiral and the 'turtles' mean the 'turtles' that recide in White River which she had to cross to reach her first love's mansion, the Pickett Mansion. But that phrase is something really grand in its own and so is the book.

Even after some ten hourse of reading it in a go;

I can't stop thinking about the bacterias people exchange while kissing,

I can't stop thinking about the whole idea of chooses my thoughts:  me or my bacterias?

I also want to know that is this possible that we love someone and that someone too loves us yet we don't end uo together, like we know we love each other yet we end up with someone else? I mean is that even possible? If it's possible then why? Isn't it how it supposed that you love 'A', and if 'A' too loves you and you do stuff, get to know each other, confess then live together or something? Or love is just some totally opposite idea?

I also can't stop thinking about that if someone has always acted sweet with you but was venting out their frustration of you in some blog or story or diary, doesn't that put a BIG question mark on that person's every single deed?

There is just so much going in my head after reading it and no doubt, hats off, it's Brilliant!

Aza makes you explore that part in you that you didn't know exist or you have given that very part so less if recognition within you. 

Daisy is that bestfriend that hates you but still loves you, that just reminded me of my own ex-bestfriend, the difference is that Aza and Daisy were willing to understand their differences and put their years of friendship above everything else, even above fiights and arguements. I loved how Daisy was willing to understand Aza's state and how they worked out all the mess.

Davis could be the dream man of many. How? He is sweet, he remembers, he writes about you, he includes you, he cries if gets vulnerable and isn't shy of showing or expressing his thoughts like thoughts he is having right at the moment and avove all, he puts efforts. And now I think that's all because he too was interested in Aza, he wasn't looking for a relationship but he wanted Aza that was just the sweet fluttering kind of love that John Green provides. The type that makes you await your own 'Davis Pickett' or 'Augustus Waters'. I liked his character very much. 

Thank you for reading my rant!

PS : I might update or add more in this blog later.