Hellow to all my beautiful and amazing friends!

I just noticed on the so many little achievement icons below my profile picture that marked my 10th year on asianfanfics! Time flies so fast! 

There are times where i wanted to quit writing because my stories didn't get a lot of response and support, tbh (it still hurts sometimes too when no one would leave a comment on a chapter). BUT! I decided that my happiness is when I write, even though it's frustrating to wring out the ideas from my brain into words, but i enjoy the process, it keeps me busy, distract me from having negative thoughts. This is what keeps me alive for so many years and one of my coping mechanism. Creating a world different from my reality, a place where i can escape. 

I started out with a fanfic inspired by Twilight, which i thought back then was something cool that i had produced 😂 and then i read other fics written by amazing authors and got super insecure of my stories hahahhaa, but i accept it as a lesson that i still need to learn, and i continue to practice on my writing, reading, and creative skill. Even until today, I'm learning and trying to get better at this, but I can't avoid my dark slump, and when i go into that state, it's hard to return and put out any content. 

My most proud work are the Alpha and Yakuza duology! My absolute fav! I didn't think many people would like it, but it really surprised me that they enjoyed it as much as i had love writing it. I would say that the two stories came out with me from my darkest and lowest days. I put my anger, frustration, and little bit of detachment in the character of my oc (which is why everyone hated her at first) and i wrote little about falling in love, even when i do, you can feel the pain through those love. But i try to give it a good ending. 

And my most recent up-to-date work is a request that i have a hard time putting out (I'm not about to give excuses) i went through a lot for the past 2 or so years, and when i have a time to myself, I'm overwhelmed by my suffocating thoughts again, to a point I've lost all my interests doing what i used to love doing. I'm trying everyday to fight it, and I'm still writing. And i will be here until this website decides to no longer run!

I just want to thank everyone that's been apart of my journey here, those who still continue to support me, thank you guys so much for the love! ❤️

Okay! Enough of me being miserable 😅 I'm sorry for the long post. Please check out Angels in the Dark !! 

Thank you guys! Much love, stay safe and take care! ❤️