so i have moved on from my old crush that REALLY broke my heart and now we are here! this crush, i would say isn't like the first one and he aint very promising as well but i like talking to him tho heheeehehhehe omg he sent me a pic of what i think of his skin i- also i just wanted you guys to know since why not right? like old times.. i just wished he wouldn't like me but wouldn't freak out that i liked him and this time i won't be confessing, nor go full on be a helper for his projects n *spoiler alert im such a simp* also my new crush is literally my other guy friend AGAIN but he sounds like felix from skz tho so that's a win lol (but felix's voice is really deep, his voice is more on the gentle side but the deepness is there.) tbh im really not ready to love this crush of mine but just admiration hopefully! i hope this small crush wouldn't break our friendship like the previous one did *sighs* also who would like me lol im y,annoying, toxic and not to mention ugly. so i really rather be lonely forever now since my family be really annoying about me in a relationship. so im kinda dont want to do relationships even tho i never been into one lol. the life of being a kpop stan and a kdrama fan HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA we dont need no real men, we have em oppas and fictional characters so uhm bye felicia~ i shall be stuck here FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 

i'm a grey-ace and a demi romantic:

A demiromantic person is someone who only develops romantic feelings for another person when they have a strong emotional connection to them. i have talked to my friends in the lgbtq+ community about how i felt so they helped me thru to understand myself so more and im hella proud to be a grey-ace! 

Gray auality or gray-uality is the spectrum between auality and uality. Individuals who identify with gray auality are referred to as being gray-A, or a gray ace, and make up what is referred to as the "ace umbrella". so i'm comfortable with the whole concept of but i dont it.

"straight" people can be a litol gay lol