i apologize

I'm apologizing because i haven't been able to update next chapter. My workplace is far, 2 hours ride by bus. For 4 hours in a day, I'm usually in a bus and exhausted as hell. By the end of the day, I have no energy left to type anything. I have to go with it for the time being until I find a place nearer to my workplace. 

Also, I logged into twitter after a long time only to find elf arguing with elf and it was even more tiresome. I've belatedly realized that even if it's elf, you just need a reason to argue with someone because you think that's valid from your perspective. You might be right, you might be wrong. But at the same time, I see these people getting angry over a few things while ignoring the same things in the past or for other contexts. I don't see hypocracy as a bad thing. It's human nature. But I see my frustration valid here too. I've decided to leave twitter once again. Even elf aren't not toxic. I kept twitter to keep me updated to the world but found other places that can do the same job. So, goodbbye to me as an elf on twitter. No more. 

I'm limiting my fangirling to writing fanfics now. Nothing more. No more graphic editing or fanedits. I'll do that for other groups. 

As for the next chapter, I'll try to update. I've cold so it will delay. I also have a writer's block. 

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kiwicolada #1
Oh dear, I feel so sad read in this blog. Not because of the delay, instead of you feeling the urge to apologize for having a live. Please, don't apologize for all this. It's your real life and in that everything comes first. It hurts me a bit to read all this, because I went through the same. It's just live, dear so don't say sorry.

I have a damn long way to work by train, too. Several hours a day, it's the time I used to read updates. I started to share my works just recently here, but I just can update one time in a month, because I have a full-time job and a family to handle at home. You see you're not alone with this and the one who complain about this, don't deserve to read your amazing stories. I told you once that you write for free and with a bit luck you get some nice words in a comment back. So readers should be understanding when you feel exhausted. You invest all your free time to write and share your works. So it's not on you to say sorry for having a life.

And the Twitter thing. I did the same. Years ago I deleted my Twitter account for several private reasons. One of them was the toxic people around who freak out by every careless chosen word. Or don't sharing their opinions. It's not a place for fun anymore. Isn't it what it was supposed to be? So please don't stress yourself, dear. From my point of view you have all the understanding and support you need and deserve. Lots of love ❤️❤️
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