It been an age i write blog at this site... Since i jump in adult world.. It actually scary than i though.. I think i will be alright but actually it all disasters to me.. I don't even recognise myself... It like im inside somebody else... I feel nothing.. I means.. All my emotions... I just realised that noboy understand me anymore even i dont understand myself... It so suffocated to know that... Im battling with someone inside me..