This afternoon, my sister caled me. I thought she will tell about her anxiety too (cuz she feel it this week about her opportunity). 

But, when she started, she didn't say anything. So, I think this is the best time to say about my plans.

I will stop chasing my dream. It enough as a trainee for 10years....

She cried and asked why. Then I said, I give up.

Hufff.... How can like this.... I give up for 2 kind of my dream. Haha how pity I am