Personal Rant. Gonna delete it later.

So i came across this tumblr account who wrote stories. I don't remember why i followed her. I guess i liked one of her stories and was waiting for those updates, that's why. And even after the story was finished i never unfollowed her bcs it never really crossed my mind. Until one day she became so vocal about a certain thing that i can't really remember.

And so i was reading her tumblr asks from her reader. Some of them turns out to be rude comments, and she was standing up for herself by answering to them. And then i was like, good for you gurl. And then she would start posting non stop, answering her readers asks. The bad ones.

And then i started scrolling, u know, what's goin on? Like why do people attack her so much? And then i realize that she had been telling her experiences.

So, she said that she's korean, but that she's living in US for college. So she speaks both Korean and English fluently. So she basically was telling about her experience in being a translator for one of the Kpop groups (a very famous one) when they were having a concert at the city she was living. At first i was like, well that could happen. I mean, what are the odds, right?

And then, she continued with a story of how the members were having conversations with her, talking about her college, even her showing one of the members her tattoo(?). And then telling stories how one of them also like (she practically insinuated this) look at her and then made a comment of her being small (like i think in a mocking but cute way, u know what i mean).

This is when i was starting to be like, "uh-huh...." So i keep reading, right? Bcs what else do you do on this quarantine times, right? U spend times on tumblr.

And then i read about how she almost drove over one of the other members (this one's from a different group of the same agency, when they were also having a concert in her city too) when he and the other members were crossing the road. What are the odds huh meeting your idol on the STREETS. She was saying ooh how stupid she was, and that she was very shocked. And she also said that she shared this story to the member of the first group and they all like, laugh together and stuff.

I know, kinda like best friends, right?

This time, I'm already becoming sus of this girl. Because, again, WHAT R THE ODDS?? Riiiight?

And then! She told another story. So she became close with one the female staffs, right. And they would still keep in contact even after they all moved back to Korea. And this staff was telling her how one of the members (that were talking to her and one that she showed her tattoo to) found her really pretty. And that he was telling s about her. And the the other members would start teasing him. And when he shows the others her picture and her tats pic, the other members agreed that she was pretty too. She even posted the screenshot of her conversation with that staff.

A couple weeks later she started talking about this story again with one of her readers/followers. And then she posted the screenshots of her chat, but this time it's DIFFERENT. Someone even confronted her about it like isn't this the different screenshots? (she deleted the first shots because she got backlashed). And she answered saying that she doesn't have their chat log so she asked the staff to re tell the story.

What?!

First of all, how can someone not have their chat logs? Is she the type of person to immediately delete messages when hey stopped chatting? That's inconvenient. Like chat histories are valuable, especially for her if she was gonna show people her proof of story. And second of all, she asked that staff to re tell the story? Um, isn't that kinda weird? If i were the staff, i would be weirded out like why would u want me to tell you that story again? And her reaction to the chats were as enthusiastic as the first screenshots. I mean, if it was a re tell, i would be like "haha, lol, that's cute" or prolly not respond at all and let them just re tell the story. But her reaction was like "omg! Really??!! Unnie stop joking around!!! Omg,no!!!" it'skinda strange, no? Like it feels to me that she was creating these chats, and when someone asked about it again, she had to re create the chats becs i don't know she prolly deleted the last one. But then she got caught off guard when someone asked her bout it, so she said yeah no i just asked he to re tell it. But to me it doesn't make sense, especially because this person is her ex colleague, I'm assuming, not her best friend or smthg.

One of her readers asked "hey, but is it okay tho for you to be posting your chats? Wouldn't she get into trouble?" And the posted another screenshots, the staff saying that it's okay for her to post it if it remains anonymous, like her name and face wouldn't be shown and all. What? Okay. I don't think a staff would do this. It's the same as a personal information breach, don't you think? I mean this girl spesifically sais which member called her cute, and which member does this n that. She mentions their names. If this goes viral, it would cause a scandal for the artist. So i don't think a staff would agree of her story being published. 😕

By this time, I'm starting to think that this girl is living in this make up stories that nobody knows the truth of. And I'm starting to wonder, but why?

And as i keep on reading her posts and asks, i begin to notice like a pattern. She would get backlash over these stories, but then she would get a big amount of support too from people. Because she actually answered all the bad comments on the asks and answered them in a mannerly way, and she was ver well spoken too. She also seemed to have this great and fun personality. She helps he readers learn a little about Hangul, tells some infos about Korean culture, and stuff. So people love her. People afe like "oh, you're literally living the y/n life" etc. And she seemed to love that kond of response. And she's llike the epitome of bravery because she stood up for herself by answering these bad comments. And people applaud her for that.

And then she started saying that she was receiving death threats. She was receiving death messages. She also started to tell about her abusive relationship. And that she was attacked by her ex bf who also destroyed her laptop. She lived alone, and her parents were in Korea, etc. So she had no money.

And it all comes down to her asking for donations. It's not loke she forces people or smthn, she did it in the nicest way that would make people symphatize for her.

At this point, i already think that she's shady af. But I'm not gonna call her out, u know, bcs why would i, it's not like i know her or smthn.

And she continues on and on about various things. No more about that story with that idol group. But more about how people are hating her, still sending her death messages, etc. By this point i'm like, why? Why do people hate u? That's only thing i can think of. People don't have a reason to send you death threats....

And then she posted a long post about how she's so tired of all this blablabla. She blew off, but apologized as well, and I'm like, ok, this Btch is BS. So i finally, FINALLY sent an anon ask, telling her a piece of mind. The first one, she replied to, very agressively i might add. The second one, i was addressing the whole 97liner situation, becs she claimed that she's Korean, but she seemed to be throwing shades to these boys. And if you know the real situation in Korea, i think it would be clear that they didn't do anything wrong (i know this bcs a mutual kinda explained to me the whole situation there). But she didn't. And so i was like "Did the boys really do something wrong? Weren't things over there are calming down? At the time when they went to Itaewon, other people were also going out and about because the government was no longer strict about the quarantine. It's just unfortunate that a case was found in the area a week after they went there. Do you even know what's going on there?"

Ans she didn't answer that one. She did answer a question, which is eerily similar to mine, but some sentences were nissing. Making it that the question was accusing her, it's basically cut down to "do you even know what's happening in there? Are you even aware?" and she was agressive again and defensive.

*sigh* I'm trying to unravel this person, like i wanna know the truth behind that blog. She just seems too fabricated to me, in all aspects. Like her life is either too dreamy, or too ty.

I dunno.

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RinaBelle #1
Wow, you’ve got me curious af! Sorry for the being rude though. I can understand your point totally.