Oh hello there (Updates on Chanyeol fic and life updates)
Where do I even start?
Hello, it's me, kyuhyunwifey. Long time no see :) I'm not even sure if somebody will still read this, given that I took a 2-year hiatus.
I started writing here when I was 16, and I am currently 24. It's been a really long time, and AFF has always felt like home. I decided to write a blog to update you on what's happening, what will happen, and what happened.
What's happening right now?
-at home since March 17 due to COVID-19
-working from home and drowning in a pile of workload
-trying my best to keep my physical and mental health together
-still enjoying K-pop (it's a lifestyle now tbh)
-adulting :)
What will happen?
-earnestly pray for the curve to be flattened and help in the best way that I can
-continue to drown in my workload (not that anybody cares lol)
-will attempt to exercise at least 10 minutes a day and practice mindfulness
-decide what to do with my AFF account
What happened?
I will not write this in bullet form, since I feel like I need to really talk about this.
As to why I stopped updating my Chanyeol fic, here goes nothing. I had stopped fangirling over Chanyeol. Not sure why, or when, but I just stopped. I found it very impossible for me to update when I was no longer inspired. I am really sorry about this. I did try to regain my energy to write about him, but I don't know. It didn't feel right.
And second reason, I read an post on tumblr (I think, I can't find the link anymore), and somebody said that writing Rated M fanfics or ually charged fanfics about idols is considered ual harrassment.
TBH, that bothered me. I felt bad, I felt guilty. I couldn't ask for anyone's opinions because I guess I was too scared. It crossed my mind to delete the fic, but I never really made the decision to. I focused my energy into something else- adulting.
Up to this day, I don't know what to make of the post. Was I ually harrassing Chanyeol or whoever I was writing about? Part of me says no, part of me says yes.
I guess I'm writing this blog to ask what you think of the whole thing. I would appreciate your two cents on this. Feel free to drop any questions you might have in mind. I'll answer them right after I work out.
It was nice seeing all of you again. :) Stay safe, and take care of your health.
kyuhyunwifey
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