10 days

Its the 24th, 10 days since we lost our precious Jinri.

things happened that distracted me, so i wasnt fully focused on the loss we had as a community. But there is still anger, sadness especially when i see posts of her beautiful smile, her contagious laugh, most of all there is disappointment. Its like no lesson has been learnt.

i am angry with SM most of all, they have the best talent and they waste it. They treat their idols like commodity, once they stop benefiting them they get tossed to the side. A lot of SM artists have spoken about their struggles with depression. They should have counseling for idols and most importantly trainees. Taeyeon always talks about her dark place and her depression. Amber talked abour her issues as well. Seulgi have spoken about the hard time she went through as a trainee, Wendy have spoken about how she went into a dark place when she couldnt sing. Joy spoke about her fear of cameras, Yeri talked about her fear of people. Etc etc etc. i see all these idols talking about issues, but SM is watching silently. COMPANIES NEED TO ACT WHEN THEY HEAR A CRY FOR HELP. They cant sit still and wait for it to pass.

i am disappointed, yea very much. We have spoken more than once about online bullying and that we should respect all idols since they all worked their asses off to get here. Yesteray i read an article about JYP suing for malicious comments against Twice. Like what the actual !! It hasnt been 10 days since a poor sweet girl killed herself because of these malicious comments and people are going at it again.
no lesson learnt, no empathy gained, no respect. How much hate can a human have??

i said this once and i will keep on saying it over and over. What if this was your favorite idol? Your bias? What would you do? Would you accept it?? How would you take it if they hurt themselves because of people like you, hating them because they well exist??

please people think before you type. Once its out there, it is out there.

to Sulli, our precious Jinri, how are you beautiful angel? Did you find the peace you lacked here? Did you find the security we failed to provide you? Are you happy? Are you healthy? Are you doing something you love? Did you see Jonghyun?
i hope you two are singing and dancing your hearts out, laughing and playing.
be safe our angel. May we someday meet under better circumstances, till then i am sorry we failed you.

Lets not lose anymore beautiful smiles.

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MoonlitPrincess #1 Oct 24, 2019 21:57:34

I think that you still writing your feelings in your continued blog is a good idea. I am also so upset with SM too, like they waste so much talented ppl, in so many ways, they've been doing this forever. and only now it's coming to the point where ppl are taking their lives (first jonghyun and now with jinri) but they have been damaging and ruining their artist for so long. but it shouldn't have to keep on happening, it must come to an end. there must come to a point where enough is enough, especially where there artists are constantly telling them and others they are going through depression and other issues. they need to start doing something, it's not right they keep taking so much from them and letting them suffer.

at the least, they can do something about people hurling malicious comments and making things harder for them than they need to be. they should invest in mental health treatments too, but they can surely invest in having lawyers protect them from mean and awful ppl who wont stop attacking them, that's the very least they can do. all companies need to, but SM aren't helping their case right now. and ppl really haven't changed as a whole they are still out here making things worse and repeating the cycle, sadly. it's like what else will it take for something to be done, we don't need to lose others.