Hey guys~ It's me, the author that creeps around AFF, reading 2min/EunHae/SiCul and playing with your guys's hearts ahah xD Yup that is me. Well, I have some good news, some bad news, some good news, and some more bad news. ...that's such a . It seems like I always have bad news and/or depressing things for you guys...Gah >///////////> I'll try and work on that I promise!

Anyways...so the news:

1. My writer's block is now GONE. G-O-N-E. Can I say it any other way? Nope, it's gone as it Gone With The Wind, “Frankly My Dear, I Don't Give A Damn” gone ahah xD I love Red. But yes! It is gone. Which means *drum roll* I have started writing 2.3! Yay!

2. My parents are disapproving on my constant use of the computer *cough* the internet *cough* which has been resulting in my lack of internet. They have cut the cord to my internet and are getting WiFi linked to their computers by a Verizon wireless adapter and since I'm on my five-year-old junker, I am unable to piggy-back off of that *Key death glare*.

3. Giving exception to 2.3, I have 2.4, 2.5, 3.1, 3.3, and 3.4 already completely written I just need to type them up. So hopefully this weekend I can get them all typed so when it comes it I can be like, “HERE! FEAST YOUR MINDS AND DON'T AT ME ANYMORE!” Just kidding hehe :) I enjoy your guy's nagging. It makes me feel like people actually look forward to me writing, unlike everyone else IRL. Gah >////> I'm so unsupported in these sort of endeavors (at home anyway).

4. I. HATE. MY. LIFE. Today was like.... I was soo emotional because well, I was told I wasn't wanted. That I was a stupid, self-centered , that I didn't have a home. That my Tia couldn't stand to see my face. That she wanted me out of her life. She basically kicked me out...and told me to find somewhere else to live for the next 18 months (I turned 18 in 18 months...) but then no one would take me. So I was afraid that I wouldn't be picked up today. I cried and cried and cried. I hate to cry in public but I just broke down and my ex-best friend choose that moment to come up to me and “play”. The “play” ended up with me getting socked in the face because SHE dropped her phone which brought back everything else and it made me cry all over again because well, that's all I tend to be for most people. A punching bag...friends, family, boyfriends, etc etc. To top it all said ex-”best friend” followed me around for the rest of lunch asking me why I was crying and why I wouldn't let her touch me. What the . So yeah...end of story is that Taemin is gonna get the blunt end of it all...Minho is going to be a jerk and so is Joon. The Joon was already planned but yeah Minho is sort of going to lose it. Damnit. I'm sorry guys.

So yes, that is my news....I'm sorry if CYSILY isn't going to go as any of you plan -.-

Here are some hints:

A Flashback

A First Kiss

Some Tae-abuse

Caught on “Tape”

“And they call me the hyung-.”

I know you probably don't really care about the personal stuff (except for a few of you) but...I just needed to vent and well AFF is the best for that you know...

Well thanks for sticking with me!

Love and Tears,

Mireu :\