I had found myself crying a lot lately. I have been crying a lot since the begining of the year. I have been crying myself to sleep and be waking in tears with lingering emotions of dreams I can't remember. Only the ache and sadness. I could be doing the most random of things and I would ended up in tears. I would be playing with my phone, doing my laundry, petting my cat, while giving them food or just sitting by my bed, doing nothing. I would found myself in silent tears which turns into quiet sobs. But, at the slightess hint of another person near me, those tears will be dried and I am smiling and laughing with them. I don't know why I am crying so much. Even right now, as I am typing this, my eyes are b with unshed tears.