Life is carrying me in a small blue cart
And is dragging me to hell, back to the start
It hurts but I think that I am somewhat fine 
Atoning for my sins by paying in time

Woah woah woah
The voices won't shut up
Woah woah woah
Anything to make it stop 

Ring the bell so they know
That 
I am
Not 
Happy at all

The many layers of my heart peel off and I'm ugly again

Counting my steps before I walk and fall
So I look around for someone to help me
Oh shadow you're right there 
They say don't be afraid, come closer
Maybe they're not real and just wanted to tell me hi

I feel like I'm in the center of the world
Because I keep spiraling out of control 
Pretending I can't see them, no 
Going to sleep, my hands tightly grip 
The bed sheets until I'm so so
I feel like a fool trapped in a cage now

Woah woah woah
The voices won't shut up
Woah woah woah
Anything to make it stop

Ring the bell so they know
That 
I am
Not 
Happy at all

The many layers of my heart peel off and I'm ugly again

Counting my steps before I walk and fall
So I look around for someone to help me
Oh shadow you're right there

Oh oh oh oh oh yeah
Oh my head hurts 

And I crawl beneath them all 
My heart is not the same
Maybe I need not be afraid 

Ahh, I feel like a little girl 
But the shadows are right besides me
With a hand on my shoulder, he calls 

Don't be afraid, I just wanted to tell you hi