To my fellow readers, and new strangers, it's been a while, hasn't it?

I am extremely thankful to every one of you, and I know that writing an update would be better than not writing at all. I can't leave you guys hanging.

During my time away from AsianFanFics, I was deeply immensed into schooling as it was my last year at university this spring semester. In a previous blog post, I mentioned the worries of being decorated at graduation, and in fact, I was fortunate enough to be decorated with 3 pins, 2 cords, and 1 sash. I would love to describe what they stood for as I did not pay for anything for what I had the privledge to wear during my graduation ceremony, but that would mean giving away my true identity, as I'd  much prefer to continue being anonymous while here. I had friends who had one or no decorations during the graduation ceremony, while several of the enemies and  aquaintances that I've somehow accumulated had been decorated with several cords and medallians, it has made me realize that not only wearing  these seem to be a decoration, but also having the time to be on campus for these organizations and such is a privledge that not everyone has. I worked two part-jobs, and also managed to be a part of a team of officers who ran a student organization for all of my years in university, as well as supporting my friends' events for their student organizations as well. I had friends who worked 2 full-time jobs, friends who had kids at home, and they were barely decorated. They certainly worked as hard as everyone, possibly even more because of such demands in their lives, yet, were barren of decorations at graduation. It just shows how much of a privledge beinng decorated at graduation can be, as well as time.

I am now a recent graduate, and am not planning on going back to school anytime soon. With that being said, that does not mean that I'll come back to writing for the time being. Lately, I've just been feeling out of sorts; I'm in my feelings, and I just really want time and space for myself. I don't know why exactly. Indeed, I have had a  lot goin on in my mind; I haven't had the motivation to be able to apply to jobs when asked about my love life (none) I've always tried to avoid the topic, etc. When people ask me what my plans are now that I have graduated, I really don't know, yet I am telling people whom I trust, people whom look up to me, and people whom I look up to that I have a plan of some sort. This is also adding onto the fact that I haven't been able to write on AFF, no matter how much I wanted to be able to work on projects I've started on AFF, I can't bring myself to it; unfortunately, this has been applied to my daily life as well as this has been happening for quite a number of years, something my friends and family don't even know. What had interested me once before has become less and less; all in all, I've been losing my interests in many aspects. 

For now, I'll keep a low-key profile. I'll try to write, but please don't expect me to come back any time soon.

Love,

yogurt96