So, here I am. A college student who's jobless at the moment. Tell me, why is it so hard to find qualifications for a girl to pursue her dreams in what she actually likes? Why? I have to be honest, I am working towards the Medical Field, a field where medicine exists to help the human nature in survival from all different kinds of danger. Sure, it sounds amazing and we need people like that but is it really for me? I don't know where I'm heading if I have to be real with myself. Arts and logic just don't really do me well, then what am I? What's my purpose of living? Am I just another waste of space in this world? I don't know, I don't feel like anything calls out to me anymore ever since I am realized that I am so limited to what I can and can not do due to the circumstances I am given. 

I don't know if I am worth it anymore.