I noticed, only on this website I can write everything about my fangirling life. But I have abandoned this website for a long time enough.

Here I am back to write something about EXO and Doh Kyungsoo. 

If most of you are aware enough, today SM  just confirmed two important news

1. D.O. enlistment on 1st July 2019

2. New EXO Planet 5 - EXPLORATION.

These are bittersweet news. I am supposed to be sad on Kyungsoo’s enlistment but on the same time I should be happy that EXO is coming back for new concert. A bigger chance to see them again this year.

But too bad, the sorrowful of Kyungsoo’s enlistment overpower the enjoyment of the new concert. I should be happy that EXO is employed once again but I am too sad to let Kyungsoo go until 2021. It won’t be long. 1 year and half. Kyungsoo will be back on 25th January. So, it just 1 year and a half. 

Dear Kyungsoo, 

Take care of yourself. Serve well, be healthy. I will wait for you. If I ever live till that year you’re out from military. 

It was a brave decision, I know. It must be really hard for you to do so with everything need to be discuss with your company and EXO members themselves. I am , will and always proud of you. I love you, really.

I will miss you, I will wait for you.

Dear EXO,

I am sorry I couldn’t be happy with your new announcement. The timing wasn’t really great. I am supposed to be happy but the fact SM always do dirty to Kyungsoo news articles, I hate SM for such a bad timing they had. I hope the concert will do well, no one gets hurt again and the setlist should be great too, please.

i am really sorry I couldn’t be happy for the new concert. My heart hurt so damn much cuz SM don’t let us swallow with the sorrowness but need to celebrate on new concert instead. I feel bad. I feel bad as a fans but I can’t do much without my bias being present. 

I will enjoy the concert when it comes again in July. I will.