So for the past like 5 days I’ve been searching for this one Saida fanfic I didn’t remember the title nor the author name. I scrolled down to the very bottom of my history hoping i could find it and nothing, i searced for it in my subscription and I can’t find it. I searched it among thousands of other saida fanfic and still nothing.

i was literally praying like pls help me and i found the story the title is “change” I’m like super excited I finally found it after 5 freakin days and when i open it... IT SAYS THAT THE AUTHOR DOES NOT EXIST FOR THIS STORY WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?! IT TOOK ME FIVE (5) FREAKING DAYS AND THIS IS WHAT I GET?! THE UNIVERSE FREAKING HATES ME I LITERALLY CRIED BECAUSE I WAS SO FRUSTRATED