Why Am I Even Alive

Ever since I overdosed on ariply and prozac and ended up in the hospital, Im even worse than I used to be god 

I hate living, Im in paranoia, im having a psychotic episode where I hear and see things 

Why 

Why me?

Just 

Why 

Im so sick of this 

I should just ing kill myself but im too scared 

God

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Meherdeep
#1
Pretty sure you meant "God" at the end like an exasperation, but the reader can also see it as if God wrote this, and is signing it... and wow, that give a whole NEW perspective!

Keep working with those helping you. I'm sure the right combo of drugs is out there that will bring you relief. The docs just gotta find it.