Have you ever...?

You guys ever look back at whatever you’ve done on the social media and think… wow, what a ing idiot. I originally created an account here in 2012 but deactivated it in 2014 and created this current account I’m using.

Looking at the stories I wrote, the blog posts I made, the conversations I had... dang. I really wonder what’s going on in my head back then. Like for real, what the was I thinking? Why did I do that? My English was so bad, dude! If I am to be optimistic here, I’d say my level was totally average for an Asian who didn’t know a single about languages other than her mother tongue back then. But damn, my Grammar … what’s even sadder is that my English still though I’m about to take my education to a higher level in English as my 2nd language.

I was so ing annoying too. How did people manage to endure my ty personality?

On a side note, I was super sentimental too because I made some good friends (they are either deactivated accounts or last logged in years ago) and came across awesome stories (either never updated again or gone). I miss them.

One thing for sure: A LOT has changed. Especially AFF's layout (why you keep changing, bruh). And soon, it'll be my 8th year here as a member. DAMN. I'm getting old and life isn't looking so fine as of now. Bring me back to the good old days, please :')

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justminaa #1
Welp, you're definitely not alone.

I came across this site in 2009, created my very first account in 2012 and published a fic or two on that old account. I thought of abandoning the first account because I want to start fresh lol So I drafted all my stories (and thank God I've never posted any blogs on that account xD) and created this current account in 2015 or 2016, if I'm not mistaken.

I still log in back to my old account tho and gosh, it feels so nostalgic to check everything that I've done there. The stories that I subscribed - all awesome and old fanfics from 2012-14 - like gaahh,, I miss those days ;; and old friends that I left on that account aarghh :(( I miss talking to them huhu T.T

Well, as for my fics. Definitely it was hella crappy lmao My English wasn't good either back then and the first fic that I published was when I was only 12 and second fic was a year later. The second fic got quite a lot of readers because it was an EXO fic xD But damn,,, when I read them again, it was so bad that I stopped reading even before I could finish the first chapter lmao

But yaa, despite all the cringey things that I did in the past, I still feel like it worth remembering lol I made a lot of friends on this site, share the same interests, write and share stories with everyone in the fandom as I do. It's still fun to be on this site tho even tho the community here isn't as active as many years before :")
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