To vanillasushi, been a silent reader, these kind of things that makes me regret not telling you sooner. I feel sad, your stories are the place that I always go and read after craziest, stressful ed up days I have in my life. The place to unleash my darkest fantasies, my secret, it’s so personal. Other than that, your cute, sweet, fluffy stories of baekhyun also always makes me feel grounded and safe. It is always funny and I laughed a lot. You made me feel better. The best version of baekhyun that have been written ever. I could have only imagine one day if I could meet someone like him. Stories are just stories, it’s called fan fiction for a reason, is a place for your fantasy world but now...no more that life, that Baekhyun that I adore and I become alone. In my daily life right now I am always alone with no one by my side and when I coming back home and read your stories I will not feel alone anymore, I depend a lot on your fics. You don’t  even have a clue. I should have told you. So sorry.