Hi guys! It's been awhile.

I'm sorry for being MIA since october (though i updated last december but it wasn't a new content). A lot of things happened in my life that got me in to a severe depression and it stopped me from writting. I'm sorry for being dramatic but i just want to inform you (the things that i could only share ofc) about what happened and not leave you, hanging. I personally think that you deserve to know and i owe you an explanation, even though it's overdue. 

First, i failed my board exam and it was tough accepting it because i was about to pass and my remarks are pretty impressive... But bcus of this one subject, i didn't. 

Second, i move out of my parents' house because i can no longer bear living with my father. I hate him so much bcus he ruined my life. He's the cause why i ed up my life..  when i have a lot of dreams to achieve. He's doing everything to stop me from being a doctor and Not only that, he was treating me ever since i was a kid....it's a pretty long story and im sorry if i can't tell you more than that... it's too personal already. Hope you understand.

Third, my great grandmother whom i took care of these past few months,  died last week and me and my grandparents are arranging her wake as we speak. To be honest, i was really devastated and hurt that she was gone. Bcus it's too sudden. I know that she's too old for the age of 95... but i didn't expected that she will leave us this soon. When she went away to live in my other grandma's house, she's still in a great condition. I'm still in a state of shock that she passed away...

more things happened but i will probably bored you if i went on so i'll stop it. Don't wanna sound toxic and complaining too much. Again i'm so sorry for not updating these past few months. I can't bring myself to write bcus i was really overwhelmed with a lot of stress, anxiety and depression.

As i told you, my life was a HUGE MESS right now. I know in myself that when i stopped taking meds, it gets more worse but i just don't wanna be a burden to my mom bcus i know that she never understood my condition and keeps mocking me on it (another reason why i left home) 

Aaaaaaaaand as for putting Unfaithful on draft....  I was slowly editing it, so i can refresh my mind of the plot and find my inspiration to write again..... Don't worry i'll put it on public again... once i sorted my . Btw, if you think that you can no longer wait, feel free to unsubscribe... Promise, i'm encouraging you. I will totally understand and will not be offended. Do what makes you comfortable and happy. 

Lastly, don't worry guys. As promised, I will continue writing this fic... Just give me some time to settle my dilemmas in IRL. as soon as i find my inspiration again, i will update. Bcus i promised. And i'm keeping that promise, even if it take me ages to complete this fic.

For those who stayed and believed in me. For those who messaged me and told me that thay are waiting: Thank you so much for the patience and support! I owe you everything for your unwavering understanding and support. You are the reason why i'm not giving this fic up.  I promise, i will be back. For you!

PS: for the people who unsubscribed: I still wanna say thank you that you once supported my fic. You might not have stayed but i still appreciate you. I will never forget those times that you supported me and i owe it to you. You are part of my growth! 

That's all for now...... Have a nice day everyone! I love you guys!