Pointless blog about a crush. I sound like a little girl, but I'm actually quite old and don't know how to get over my feelings cause I've never dated. Lol.

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Dear guy, I work with,

You look so fine. Who are you? How old are you? And, are you still single?

Lol. So, there's someone who works with me, but not with me. He's in a different department. Anyway, he's hella fine. And, maybe shy. Lol. But, so am I so it's okay. Anyway, it's talk about my crush time. My first crush, I crushed with the soles of my shoes. Lol. He's dating and I'm sure they're going to get married, but you know, it’s okay. I don't think he's as great as I've imaged before. Here's the blog about him if you're interested. (Link)  Lol.

But, the point of this blog is, I like someone at work. I really think this guy is good looking. But, I don't want to be the first one to approach him. It's super embarrassing to me. Those questions, up there, are things I've been wondering about the guy. We've only interacted for work purposes. Well, cause I work in a lab so I test things for his job. Lol. But, anyway, what am I supposed to do?! It's actually driving me nuts. I'm going to stay single FOREVER!! And, I can't even remember his name. It even says on his uniform, but I can't even glance at him long enough to read it cause he seems to always be avoiding. Hahaha. Like not avoiding me, but people in general or at least not just me. I don't know. All I know is I can't see his nametag!!! Also, I don't see him much just whenever he needs something. Lol.

Actually, age doesn't matter. He looks young anyway. As long as he’s not as old as my parents I'm good. XD

But, ugh. Y'all. Hahaha. Damn, I'm so old and hella new to this shiz.

Anyway, I was actually super sad about my first crush and I did learn how to get over it. It's just happening all over again!!

Thank you for listening to me (reading this) because I can't seem to talk to him. Hahaha. I had to share my thoughts I've been holding in.