I'm (was?) a fan of Seungri, but before I became one, I'm a woman so I supposet it's not that difficult to figure out which side I'm on. This is no longer "oPpAr iS iNnOcEnT" kind of issue; it's something bigger than that which enormity, sadly, certain people choose to ignore because their oPpAr is forever a saint and innocent.

No, don't throw that same ol' excuse because up to this point, I don't care if it's really "tO cOvEr Up A biGgER sCaNdaL iN kOrEa" (or not). Because to me, to think of this issue as anything less of an importance means denying the damage it has caused to those affected by the irresponsible, immoral creatures who still dare call themselves human.

"So what, are you gonna go back to stan him once again when he's proven innocent? WhAt a FaKe."

Well the joke's one you. If he's innocent, then it's good for him. If he's not, then he absolutely must face the consequences. He's not a 5 y/o who still needs to be taught on how to feed himself using a plastic spoon anymore; he's an adult who should know what his every action & decision may cost him in the future.

I'm still thankful for how he helped me go through one of the most difficult parts in life in a way he couldn't imagine. However, morality is one among the principles I always uphold, so I guess it's a goodbye. 

Shinhwa's Dongwan once said that Shinhwa weren't responsible for their fans' lives, and I believe that Seungri (or whoever my biases are) aren't either. Yes, people make mistakes, incl idols, but it doesn't always mean that one should experience it first in order to learn bcs, then again, when someone is (supposedly) mature enough to think rationally & make decisions, they need to weigh the pros, cons, and consequences as well.

ps. i won't reply to comment (if any) because the purpose of this blog post is so that I could say it out loud – it gives me closure which I need since I found him one of my inspirations as I went through one of the most difficult phases in life

pps (if it even exists lol). I've re-deactivated my old account where I used to write seungri fics (kameleon) and this time, I will never go back to reactivate it

pps​​​​. cant April come sooner?