Months backk it started.... U never fought for me..   u never spokr to me.. deep down i was frustrated fighting alone .. i was nauseous inside ... I was afraid of myself again...  ... I thought of getting over u...  that was easier....

To a question that was asked to me. I said yes. It regret it every now and then... Still i thought i can get over u  ..... That day when i saw ur tears... It was an end to me... 

I was wrong all the time...it was u .... Who just never express....  Now i have no turn back... I just badly want to turn back.. if my death is the only. I am Reddy for it.. i just need one yes to be reverted

Every day i thought of getting over u....But each breath i take i think about... In a physical condition where i can't stand... Prepared foods which u like.. but unfortunately . It was just me in that plate... And there was no u

To hug u i try and wear ur clothes... But never knew it would be so depressing to see those on me instead of u....

Still i think to get over u....  But i starve to see u.. i starve to  talk to u.. i starve to cry infront u... I miss to see those silent eyes..    

I started embracing the darkness again.. NBut still i miss u...