Hi everyone c: 

I have been away for a while, been really inactive and haven't been updating... and I'm sorry for anyone who would like to see an update :c but I finally figured out what's the cause of my writer's block and the problem is that it's a positive change in my life, so I'm not sure if I can easily turn that back around :/ The reason I was always able to write a lot, was because I was really up in my head. And I'm still pretty much like that, but I also have real life stuff going on - finally - so that takes a lot away from my creativity. I know I can use this life stuff, it's mostly positive anyway, but I just don't know how yet. So until I figure out how to combine writing with talking to guys and meeting up with guys and trying out dating and all that crap, there won't be a lot of updates :c But for me, this is a very positive change as I'm 25 and I think I should give all of this real stuff a chance... Because I have been single all this time :') I recently had my first kiss too but it was a somewhat traumatic experience x) You know how smells can trigger memories? ;; this guy used a cologne that I realized is used pretty often and everytime I smell it on someone, my mind flashes back and I feel so uncomfortable ahahaha I'm ed because I was just too .. easygoing I guess. I learned from that mistake, don't worry x)

Anyway, I'm right now working on a private story to get myself back into writing and I hope it will all work out because I miss being active and updating semi-regularly ^^' and to anyone who reads my stories and is my friend and reads this, thank you so much for your patience ^^' <3 I hope you won't need a whole lot more of it c: 

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