Where I Am At

Alright so I dont exactly know what to start this with other than just one big

O O F

I have been gone for a very long time and to be completely honest I am not entirely sure why. I guess I just lost motivation to write and then completely forgot about this site. All my files in my fanfic folder are gone so I have nothing and if I was to start again I would have to restart from scratch. Which isnt what I want to do I want to finish the fics I started. However that is another point of conflict. I want to finish these but at the same time I feel like restarting what I have going currently. The quality of writing is garbage and that's because i wrote these a long time ago and i was young.

Another thing that is when I log onto the site and see all the others authors I used to love interacting and talking to have their profiles say "last login years ago" or something just makes me feel like it wont be the same

I do really want to carry on but I dont think I can without those other people here to read and comment and give me feedback.

So anyways I dont know what I'm going to do. I want to think on this some more but it seems like I am leaning towards deleting the unfinished fics on my page and restarting them.

If there is anyone here who still uses this site and reads this please comment or message me and tell me what you think I should do.

Thanks for reading

Love Yall

-yulloxo6shinee

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Blingdom #1 Feb 4, 2019 20:26:33

hey !! I have missed you I am glad to hear that you are ok :)

SHIN33ee #2 Dec 26, 2018 02:38:02

I love your stories, but rewriting is up to you. Glad to have you back!

vampireme12 #3 Dec 26, 2018 02:09:41

Hey! It's been a long time. If you can still remember me then I would like to tell you that I am still here and will be here for you whatever decision you will make. I will support you. It's true that some have left which saddens me but I have always been here and will continue to be. Regarding your problem, I would like to say No rush. It's one big move after all. We all have our own insights and suggestions on what you can do but I prefer you to make your decision on your own and all on your pace and will. But if you need input, we are here (I am too) for you. Welcome back and O hope you had a Merry Christmas. I miss talking to you and reading your works :)

Kitty-elf #4 Dec 26, 2018 01:16:11

I say, whatever blows your skirt up. If you want to delete and start over then do so, or continue on do that. The important thing is, if you have stories to tell, keep writing.
You aren’t the only one who noticed people they interacted with have disappeared. On the plus side, I’ve also noticed some have come back, at least that I talked to. You for instance, and my friend from India. I also cringe when I reread things I’ve posted before, and that includes the Keyxoc verse. That doesn’t stop me though.