I cant believe him!! He just told me that he would rather have his birthday be celebrated then have me finally confess that my uncle was ually harassing me.. He said i should kept quiet and not say anything about it because that way, he would've been been able to celebrate his birthday.. I felt bad because i didnt want to say anything especially on his birthday but things didnt go the way i wanted and i knew that was the only way i would've have the confidence to finally say anything.. I knew if i didn't say anything, i would've hurt myself physically and shut myself off completely.. It just.. Everything happened so quickly.. And im Sorry but for him to actually say that really did hurt me a lot especially since I should've seen it coming.. When i had the courage to tell him about ehat was happening, he said "i dont believe you because YOU'RE the one saying it..." I wanted to cry so bad but i couldn't because my family was having a nice time and so I'm having a panic attack right now and they don't know..