Today is not a harsh day as before. But still, I don't know why I'm sad. I feel something inside. Seeking for something. Craving, looking for unknown. Finding but don't know what is finding. Is it myself? Is it a thing? Person, place? I don't know. I don't feel deserted. I don't fake smiles. I'm happy but still there is missing. What could it and where is it? I think it's the answer for my anxiety. What, who and where are you? I feel lost because of you. Please come near me. Tell me why so I can have peace in my mind...