How could I not see

That I was being used as a tool

I couldn't feel

But now I realize I was such a fool

I view these memories from a movie reel

A tear streams down my cheek

Only now I realized that I was so weak

 

I can feel my body tremble

Like it's November

Actually I'm thinking of you

Which makes my mind so blue

Your smile twirls in my mind

Without you light is so hard to find

But that light might turn me blind

 

This is just so confusing

I feel like my mind is what I'm losing

My loneliness and sadness are slowly fusing

There is no one in the world like you

What should I do, I have no clue

Please give me a sign

And in the end I hope things will align

 

The pain in my chest will not go

I can just feel it flow

You've broken my heart now

This is the second time in a row

It seems like I mean nothing

Left in this small corner rotting

Sitting here, silently plotting

 

You have something I want

That definitely is your heart

Don't refuse, just play your part

Can't you see?

You're the one I need

On my knees I fall

And your name I call

 

Don't crush me into pieces

I'd rather smother you in kisses

My armor you stole

And now it's so cold

I'm sorry, I'm being bold

I just love you so

And it's killing me watching you go

This is written by me : ) Thank you for reading.