oh well hello there. if you still remember me, i'm pika. it's really been a while since i have been around tbvh lmao 

idek why i'm writing this blog but probably just gonna let go some things from my chest. yes,i missed this place somehow. how long has it actually been when i first got on aff? Probably 7 years? And I remember i got here because of fanfics obviously. Looking back at the amount of cringe fanfictions i have written, i am glad i deleted them. HAHA smh but i do notice that my writing got better throughout the years and it really helped me during school time because i literally wrote fanfictions for my essays. Imagine in a 45 minutes span I'm writing down a fanfic on my exam paper and has my hand cramped because i didn't stop writing until the last minute. It was fun and gotta be proud of it because I got an A+ for it wow. pats myself on the back

But then I don't write anymore because I keep getting writer's block. They say that to overcome the block you need to watch movies or read books to get inspired but damn, I have this tendency to expect what is gonna happen in the stories and when it gets too expected I stopped reading. I become picky on books and movies because I dont like mainstream plot lol

And that's when i found my new interest in doing covers and collabs after I found a few threads of entertainments going around in aff. Probably around 2012 or 2013? And I am just about to start singing at that time in that whispery kind of voice because uh..beginners. lmao And woohoo BSC was born! I was probably the first to make a collab platform for open collabs instead of doing the trainees stuff and make them into a group so it's kinda memorable for me. BSC is memorable. 

The point I'm making this blog is actually to say about the number of collabs that are still going on here like, wow, I have never seen some of you nor have I ever heard of you new peeps that join the new collab ents. Like wow, I am actually amazed? Because it's kinda growing? If I am still active in making collabs and stuff here I probably would have known you guys but yeah i went inactive on doing collabs ever since BSC is closed down and LME went inactive as well. But people grow up and have their lives so :") we are getting older lmao 

And the fact that some people are missing BSC make me....ugh dont @ me. It's very nostalgic tbvh wow i sometimes would go to BSC soundcloud account to listen to the collabs I have mixed for. And I admit my mixing skill is nowhere to be found anymore. I was a legend. okno

I stopped making collabs or covers because I hate how my microphone sounds like and I lost the motivation on it yenno. So I only do covers on Smule because its easier and i dont have to mix. :/

If I have more time then I probably would still continue the collab thing but my college and time wouldnt let me lmao

but all in all, I miss the place and the things i use to do here.