I don’t know everytime I’m always doing something alone or a manager or any higher positions ask me to do something or relying to me..... ends up flank or wrong. Sometimes i do wonder if the god of unfortunate things is on my side or I’m the next to throne to him.  Well, I don’t know... i just want to rant cause I don’t want other people to see me as weak, dumb and unreliable. I just want them to acknowledge my abilities and not my flaws. Cause as far as i can see, things are not going my way.