It's been so long I didn't write.. But I just wanna say that I'm missing Ryeowook soooooo much.. Time is getting slower nowadays.. I know he is coming back in 2 days only but I can't stop myself.. 

My heart is beating so fast and I just wanna cry.. And nowadays at school, something bad happened to me.. Made me hating myself.. 

I don't know how to love myself like Ryeowook always wrote in his letters? 

I miss him... :( this is the only place i can tell my true feeling..