Annyeong!

It's been awhile since I last posted a blog and what I wanted to share is about my year 2018 here in aff.

Just few more weeks and I'll be celebrating my third anniv on this site. Looking back, I've started as a shy writer and my heart would like literally explode every time I get a notification for a sub and I died for every comment I received. I only joined this site to read stuff but I didn't expect myself to write. Not at all.

It's been almost three years and I don't know... It feels like the site and its users had changed (or is it just me?). Somehow the toxicity has been annoying me even tho Im not directly connected to some issues.

As you all know, I am quite the procrastinator type but I do update when I get motivated. But the thing is, I felt like I lost some part of me... and I cant update and enjoy writing like I used to.

A close friend would be busy with her life soon so that means, I would be back to the original loner fangirl that I am when I first joined the site. I am thankful to the wonderful people Ive met on this site. But... people come and go. Most of the time, I blame myself for losing them because I think I'm not good with communication. Some promised to stay and support but I feel as tho I have been left all alone. I miss the friends I met thru this site. I hope you are all doing fine...

It has been a wonderful journey and I was glad that I have discovered this part of me. 2016-2017 was the best time for me in this site. I never knew that I could write and I dont regret that I tried.

However, it seems like I have reached a certain saturation point and... the feeling of wanting to go back to who I am when I joined this site is getting stronger. Don't worry... I will finish my ongoing stories until the first half of 2019 (hopefully) and my account will remain for the sake of those who want to reread. And I will still log in from time to time.

But after that, I will be back in this site with a new name and hopefully I can meet more wonderful people. As a form of reset, I will not disclose the new account that I will make.

It has been a pleasure to write for you guys... Thank you for everything. =]